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	Mark as Spam malinaki : 01/16/2009 10:58 AM My beloved Dee...you would have never guessed how life is without you. So many things have change..just in a short year. Well here we are in year 2009. You're still missing, you're still gone. You'd think I've completely forgotten of you by now. But that's just plain wrong. I guess I miss you more than ever. Who would have known that the days when we talked about meeting on the seventh cloud at the corner would eventually become an ambition one day...an ambition to meet you again. My life isn't as miserable as before. I have new friends..real friends that haven't hurt me, and I believe that they never will. I guess after your loss I am happy again. The truth is me and Summer have become quite distant maybe because I never log on anymore on Buzznet. But I guess that she'll never forget me and you. As I haven't forgotten you and her. I also had an affair but it ended up after three months. I guess I'll just have another shot at love one day. I thought I dreamt of you one day but I'm not quite sure..still though I do believe you are my angel. I only wish I knew where they...where I could find you...even if it was in a muddy or a green grass field. But you must never forget..that you still are my best friend...and I will never EVER ever forget about you Dee...you were a part of me now...and you have the part of me that will be always missing...
	Mark as Spam MagicStar : 08/18/2008 1:52 AM heeyy how r ya ? i added ya if u don't mind
	Mark as Spam myravikoger5454 : 06/29/2008 6:23 PM sup, CHECK THIS Horny Girl OUT ON WEBCAM
	Mark as Spam malinaki : 06/13/2008 6:20 AM It has been ages...almost a year ever since you disappeared. I keep your last words on my mind, trying to think that it can't be true...but unfortunately time to time you prove me wrong. I know that you'll never see those words written. But I don't know I guess the best thing would be to show you that you still haven't faded away. I've changed a lot ever since you've knew me. And if you knew me now I guess you would have loved me more than before. I actually happen to be in the Proficiency Classes now. How old have I grown ey?...well in fact there are several things of me that have kept the same just as my randomness...but also the ability to differ amusing and serious conversations. It's hard to believe that you faded away. You'd be glad though to know that me and Summer still remain best friends in the world..we thought we could be the Powerful Three. Do you remember when you were talking to Summer-Summer was talking to me and I was talking to you? Or the other way...I was talking to Summer, Summer was talking to you and You were talking to me? We had 3-D conversations...so many memories with such great moments. But I can't absolutely forget the bad ones. Your illness..I don't know if the cause of your absence is because of your illness or because of the statement you made in your last letter..For the past three months I just hoped you were safe...but as the time flew by I couldn't stop lying to myself. That you're gone forever...Forever. So, I guess this has been awkward. I just wanted to make this short note not only for you but for myself as well. And I just hope that you are safe and sound up there with the angels...To Memory of Dee.
	Mark as Spam shopilinda : 02/06/2008 1:09 PM helloo how are u?kisses
	Mark as Spam crazyyamyy : 12/15/2007 5:45 AM Hw r u? You probably dont remember meh but Im the same 1 as tokiohotelfan so I added u hope dats okay ^__^
	Mark as Spam superstarcookiejam : 10/08/2007 4:00 PM i know you dont want to take the time to do this..but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BROWNIE... i'll love you forever. http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/... 23830031/ thanx. =]
	Mark as Spam malinaki : 09/15/2007 7:42 AM
	Mark as Spam malinaki : 09/15/2007 1:44 AM Morning sunshine....today i managed to get up early how come i explain u to the e-mail i just send yaw....so i'll be waiting for ywa...just drop me a note angel...i hope ur better today??? r u??? rr u still cold??? plz answer me when u can. xoxo Nadia
	Mark as Spam malinaki : 09/13/2007 7:36 AM (LOL) hahahahhaaha....If u could see him right now...he just signed & said okay. Awww....silly silly boy! He knows that he's my best mate eva but not my best soulmate. Because that's u dear angel!!! Aww....so sweet what u said to me...It really means a lot to me! YEAHY!!! WE'LL HAVE ALL NIGHT (almost) TO TALK TOGETHER BECAUSE IT'S THE FRIDAYSATURDAYSUNDAYMONDAY WEEKEND! it sounds funnier on greek it's parasekuosavatokuriakodeutero!!! hahahahaa...:))))